February 2012
1 post
January 2012
15 posts
“Live your daily life in a way that you never lose yourself. When you are carried...”
– Thich Nhat Hanh (via mindfulvibes)
I feel so disconnected.
December 2011
13 posts
Naive of me to think I could just make myself feel exactly the way I did before. But I’m trying. I dont have negative feelings….just different…can’t explain it. Maybe I just need time?
I can't focus!!!
Life has been real rude to me lately. Between my grandpa, my relationship, and my doggie, shit has been tough. Not to mention I was already trying to mentally prepare for moving out of my apartment, re-enrolling in school, etc. How the hell am I supposed to focus on all of this work on my desk right now? I feel an anxiety attack coming on :/
There is not a single area of my life that I feel is under control at this moment in time. sigh.
The power of words...
“Ok Kelsi, thank you very much. You are such a nice person, may God reward you for all the good work.”
Via an email from one of our staff members…It’s simple things like this that keep me going. You never know how much your compliment may mean to someone. Choose your words wisely, and use lots and lots of good ones :). It’s that simple.
November 2011
11 posts
“Speak words of beauty and you will be there…”
– deep breaths. woosah
“You will inherit some money or a small piece of land.”
– Todays fortune cookie.
Please and thank you, Universe
I keep wishing for my life to slow down and speed up at the same time. I think the universe has gotten confused. I need to be more specific. I think i want time to slow down, so i can figure out exactly how to speed up the progress in the areas in life I want to improve upon.
I’m in this weird place right now…been growing rapidly. Most of the change has been on the inside, I don’t know if people can see it, but I’m different. More confident, more self aware, more content with me.
It’s clearly time for change and growth again, but I think this time it will be more external. Seems like i need growth as far as what i’m doing and...
If yall could only hear the voicemails i get on my phone at work. They make me want to jump off a building. I SO need a vacation, you have no idea.
October 2011
21 posts
I’m so ridiculous…I’ve been listening to every single song on my ipod in alphabetical order for MONTHS now. OCD at it’s finest. I’m determined to finish this lol. I just hit the “N” songs like 2 minutes ago. Currently playing Naked by Marques Houston lmfao. Song 2848 out of 5280 0_o. not even close to the finish line lol
I miss Mary Jane. I was less stressed when she was in my life.
Will someone tell my roomie to take her ass to sleep?!?! I have like 11 balloons and streamers in my car to put outside her door for her birthday tomorrow, but her ass is wide awake with her door wide open, so i cant sneak them into the apartment. A NIGGA IS TIRED lol!! Im bout to say F the surprise and just hand them to her lmao
Why does it seem like the word ”vintage” always calls up images of audrey hepburn-like women and james dean-like men? I wanna see Billie Holiday-like women and Sammy Davis Jr-like men. Black folks were fly back in those days. We’re totally unrepresented in this dumbass vintage trend
I so miss the feeling of family and togetherness. Feels like my family is all over the place…everyone does their own thing. Looks like we might not even be having thanksgiving together this year… might just be me and mama. Shit is wack. Grandfather spends the holidays with his nutjob wife and her family.
I wanna be a kid again.